REPETITION
Part ( 5 )
Two sides to
The never ending story -
I am unable to let end
-OF
A well educated, upper class,
POLISH PRINCESS,
A real Beauty,
and that of
an uneducated, low class,
unintelligent, Canadian derelict.
A Frog!
Follow the journey of these two in poetry and prose.
Much of, is from the perception /perspective of the Frog.
The Princess has provided very little information.
A lot of insight though.
November 12th 2009
An oil painting by Monika, of Monika,
Happy Birthday Bill
Dear Bill
I am sending to you very warm Birthday wishes
Monika
Happy Birthday Bill
I wish you a lot of love, happyness
and everything the best
Monika
November 12th 2009
subject: Fw: WHY MEDIA IS NOT RESPONDING
TO SCAMS ON SWINE FLU?
from: Moneca Rayner
date: Saturday,
November 20th, 2009 at 2:09 PM
to: Bill Atfield bja2mgmenter@gmail.com
Dear all,
I knew it was a scam.
Dear all,
I have bcc this and ask for your
input. Please respond what is your opinion.
To media people – why
you are not reporting on this? Please respond what do you think and I will keep
it for myself.
Finnish minister of health on
the flu vaccine A MUST Watch.
To
educate people - this must be viewed. For you to believe or not, I leave that
up to you. A must watch video on the swine flue.
Finnish minister of health speaks out
against the make believe pandemic. It is only 6 minutes but very powerful.
For those involved in health activism, I suggest saving this before it gets
pulled off the internet. Good chance of that happening. So I save it already. I
saved it already so if you can not watch it, please let me know.
subject: Scams.
date: Saturday,
November 21st, 2009 at 1:13 PM
to: Moneca
Rayner
Dear Monika :
I received your email about the
swine flu scam this afternoon and I must say that it was good to see your thoughts
on a controversial subject and your desire to bring to the attention of the
public, your knowledge, wisdom and concern .
I will take the time to read this
information you have forwarded to me next time I am at a computer .
In the mean time, you do take good
care and don't get caught up with or to close to those who flu to distant
places.
LOVE
Bill .
subject: Fw: Beauty of Mathematics
from: Moneca Rayner
date: Sunday,
November 22nd, 2009 at 6:15 PM
Beauty of Mathematics
subject: Scams.
date: Tuesday,
November 24th, 2009 at 1:11 PM
to: Moneca
Rayner
Hello
Monika :
I have
just received your forwarded email on the subject of the beauty of mathematics.
Thank you very much .
Do hope
you had a great weekend and that your week flows in the same direction. Of
coarse, without the help of the rain .
You, my Dear, do take good care .
LOVE
BILL .
subject: Re: A thousand Eyes .
from: Moneca Rayner
date: Tuesday,
November 24th, 2009 at 11:38 PM
I am sending my greem eye
for you
subject: The Eye !
date: Wednesday, November 25th, 2009 at 3:02 PM
to: Moneca Rayner
Good afternoon Monika :
Good to see that you are
keeping an Eye out for me, or could it be ?, an Eye on me .
Anyway, what ever it might be ?, thank
you for allowing me the opportunity to see .
Take good care, one so fair .
LOVE
Bill .
subject: Christmas Card
date: Turseday,December 3th, 2009 at 11:38 AM
to:
Moneca Rayner
subject: from monika
from: Moneca Rayner
date: Saturday,December 12th, 2009 at 3:32 PM
subject: Re: from monika
date: Monday,December 14th, 2009 at 11:18 AM
to:
Moneca Rayner
Good morning
Monika ;
Got the
Christmas card you emailed to me, Monika.
Most gracious and thoughtful of you.
I do thank
you very much.
I do hope
and pray that you experience all the joys and happiness this Christmas and New
Year Season has to offer and that you find - throughout the coming years - all
that your heart desires and soul requires .
HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS my LOVE .
Love
Bill .
subject: (no
subject)
from: Moneca Rayner
date: Thursday,December 17th, 2009 at 9:16 AM
Hi Bill
I am glad you are flattered, true is I am thinking about you
very often. I don't understand your mentality at all , from one side you are
telling me about your deep feelings but on the other side you are doing
something totally opposite.Please take decision what you want and what is the
truth. Since I gave you computer you avoid alive communication with me. I told
you a hundred times to call me and maybe we go for coffee or go for walk but it
never happen.
You don't care about me, what I feel what I am suggesting to
do together, you remember only what is convenient.
Take care
Monika
subject: Fw: : Xmas Card ...Ho Ho! Merry
Christmas anyway
from: Moneca Rayner
date: Thursday,
December 17th, 2009 at 11:35 AM
IF YOU SEE A FAT MAN
Who's jolly and cute,
Flannel suit,
And if he is chuckling and
Laughing away,
While flying aroundin a
Miniature sleigh,
With eight tiny reindeerto pull
Him along,
Then let's face it...
You’re Pissed!
Merry Christmas
A Happy 2010
subject: Fw: : Xmas Card ...Ho Ho! Merry Christmas anyway
date: Thursday, December 17th, 2009 at 3:02 PM
My Dear Monika :
So good to see your sense of humour Monica, I do appreciate your thinking of me, I am flattered.
I would love to add more but I must get on with all the business before me, so you do take good care, and once again, you and yours and Mat. have a Great Christmas and the Best Of New Years, as well as all those that lay before you all .
LOVE
Bill .
subject: Fw: Jingle Bells Punjabi style
from: Moneca Rayner
date: Saturday,December
19th, 2009 at 9:47 PM
subject: Fw: Misty morning
from: Moneca Rayner
date: Sunday,December 20th, 2009 at 12:15 PM
subject: Responce to and Enlightenment
of
date: Monday,December 21st, 2009 at 2:27 PM
to:
Moneca Rayner
Hello to
You, too Monika :
I have just
received, what I mean to write is, I have just had the opportunity to view and
read your email from December 17th as well as your beautiful card " Misty
morning" and the humorous Christmas card " Jingle Bells Punjabi Style
" for which I am most grateful .
I must tell you Monika, that am over whelmed
by your statement " true is I am thinking about you often " I am
mystified, but let that be as it may. As for the rest of your email, I will let
it be, let it stand on it's own merits and suggest something to you that may
shed some light on why we are at this place we are in our friendship ?,
acquaintanceship ? What I will do Monika, is edit your email to me so that it
reads as though it was written to you as apposed to have been written by you so
that you might send off copies to David, Mr. White head, the Voice, Mr. Singer
,and Randy, Mr. Christian as well as anyone you deem appropriate or have
respect for and trust in their opinions. What I would like you to do my Dear,
is - if you decide to go ahead with my suggestion - ask these friends of yours
to give you their opinions on what they think of the person that would write
such an email and how they would feel if someone sent them an email like it. Of
coarse Monika, when I have finished editing you email, it will read as though
it was sent to you so they - your friends - will never know that you wrote it .
I do not know
Monika, if this will be the catalyst for a more cordial, considerate,
compassionate. enlightened future or if it will plunge us deeper into all that
has torn asunder all that could have been, that never got a chance to see the
full light of day, only a few glimpses of the sun's ray.
LOVE
Bill .
Hi
Bill :
I am glad that you are flattered, the truth
is I am thinking about you very often. I do not understand your mentality at
all , on one hand you are telling me about your deep feelings for me but on the
other hand you seem to be doing something totally opposite.
Please make a decision as to what you want
from me and tell me, what is the truth ?.
You seem to avoid live communication with
me. I have told you many times to call me so that maybe, we could go for coffee
or go for a walk, but it never has happened.
You do not care about me, nor care about
what I feel, nor do you follow up on what I am suggesting that we can do
together. You remember only what is convenient .
Take care
Monika .
Love
Your Admirer
Reaching an ending
To
the long running “ Repetition / The never ending story
of a Polish Princess, and
the Canadian Frog ”.
Lifted
has become the veil, the misty fog
of
love’s insanity, it’s blinding glory.
I
think that it all, had a redundancy
and
that may be ?, the true essence of me !
I
wonder if cathartic expressions be the cure ?,
or
will I, forever more, traverse this plane and endure ?
B. J. "A" 2
June 21st 2013
2010
Chapter 168
A postcard from Monika - 1 Pages
May 6th 2010
Bill
Atfield
302-2215
prairie Ave
Port Coquitlam BC
V3B
1V8
Canada
Dear
Bill.
A
lot of greetings from very
exotic
country. Every day we
are staying in different hotel.
This
tour is very busy we are
Making
300 km every day or
More,
this country is very controversial
But
I will tell you with details
when
I get back.
Thank
you Bill again for your
help
with my dogs
100
kisses
Monika
subject: Post Card .
from: Bill Atfield bja2mgmenter@gmail.com
date: Friday, May 7, 2010 at 3:07 PM
to: Moneca Rayner monecaray@shaw.ca
Good
Afternoon Monika :
I have just received
the post card you posted on April fourth. A month to arrive and your month long
vacation came and went before this post card ( probably by Camel Postal
Services ) could get to me. Anyway my Dear, it is here and I thank you for
thinking enough of me to enlighten me as to your itinerary and the adventures
you partook of .
Thank you
for the pleasures of yesterday and know - anytime I am free .
Be good,
take good care .
LOVE
Bill .
Friday, May 7, 2010 at 3:23 PM
Good
Afternoon Monika :
You must
forgive me Monika, in my haste I forgot to thank you for the coffee, the
gifts,the pleasent conversations and of coarse the invitations, without which
none of what I am grateful for would have become part of my reality then and
history now .
Thank You .
Love
Bill .
subject: Post Card .
date: Sunday, May 9, 2010 at 10:23 AM
Good morning Monika :
Wishing You
a Great Mothers Day and a Wonderful Birthday, may they bring to you joy and
laughter and close moments with the ones you love and who love you .
For all you Mothers, be you a Grandmother, a Foster
mother,
a Mister mom, or a Woman who cares and gave of yourselves,
may you find this Mothers Day, hours of joy and the joys
you remember as you reminisce with you little girls and boys .
For it is with Mothers, we are always their little Girls and Boys !
LOVE
Bill .
subject: Fw: Don't Mess With my Balls...
from:
Moneca Rayner
date: Wednes, June 2nd, 2010 at 7:31 PM
to: Bill Atfield
Don't you dare mess with my
"family jewels"
subject: Fw: BARCODES
and the food that's killing us.
from: Moneca Rayner
date: Saturday, June 5th, 2010 at 12:01 PM
to: Bill Atfield bja2mgmenter@gmail.com
Thought
this one was worth passing on.
Uuuugh!!!!!
CAUTION:
DANGEROUS IMPORTED FOOD
The whole world is scared of China
making 'black hearted goods'. Can you differentiate which one is made in the
USA , Philippines , Taiwan or China ? For your Information ... the first 3
digits of the barcode is the country code wherein the product was made.Sample:
all barcodes that start with 690.691.692 until 695 are all MADE IN CHINA . 4 71
is Made in Taiwan .
This
is our human right to know, but the government and related department never
educate the public, therefore we have to RESCUE ourselves. Nowadays, Chinese
businessmen know that consumers do not prefer products 'made in china', so they
don't show from which country it is made.
However,
you may now refer to the barcode, remember if the first 3 digits is 690 to 695,
then it is Made in China . 00
~ 13 USA & CANADA 30
~ 37 FRANCE 40
~ 44 GERMANY 49
~ JAPAN 50
~ UK 57
~ Denmark 64
~ Finland 76
~ Switzerland and Lienchtenstein 628
~ Saudi-Arabian 629
~ United Arab Emirates 740
~ 745 - Central America All
480 Codes are Made in the Philippines.
DO
NOT BUY FOOD PROCESSED IN CHINA , HONG KONG , VIETNAM AND THAILAND !!! there
are no food inspection regulations!!! Have
a taste for chicken tenders? READ THIS
WATCH
WHAT YOU BUY. ESPECIALLY HIGHLINER FISH PRODUCTS; all come from China , even
though the box says ' product of Canada ', it is from China and 'processed' in
Canada , that is, the coating is added and packaged in Canada only! The fish
are raised in pens using chemicals that are banned in Canada as cancer causing
but legal in China . This was exposed on CBC TV's Marketplace.
This
one will make you think before buying anything from China .
Well,
are you enjoying seeing Chinese food popping up in your supermarket left and
right? Have you noticed you can't buy a single package of fish that isn't made
in China (or Vietnam )? Do you think your food from
China is processed in a sanitary
manner, and thus safe to eat? Take a look at this!!
THINK
ABOUT IT. These undercover enclosed pictures speak a thousand words.
Avoid
buying all processed food packaged in China Anything goes! We just don't know
what else is in those packages. Unlike in the U.S. And CANADA , China does not
have laws regulating food processing.
Basically,
do not buy any processed food from China , also Hong Kong , too. MANY companies
are using a Hong Kong address to avoid this type of image reputation.
subject: Thoughtfulness
.
from: Bill Atfield bja2mgmenter@gmail.com
date: Saturday, June 5th, 2010 at
4:56 PM
to: Moneca Rayner
Hello my Dear :
Nice to see from you, even it was not from
you .
I want to thank you Monika, for the heads up
on the potentials for disaster. It is a good thing I do not purchase packaged
goods, frozen, caned - for I detest any thing frozen except for ice cream once
in a while or caned salt and pepper corn niblets - or by any other means
of packaging.
I hope all is well and you do take good care
.
LOVE
Bill .
