Reactions
Far too many years my Daughter has suffered heart ache from what I did not give.
Many ghosts linger on, haunting her subconscious, making it difficult for her to live
a normal
existence, not consciously understanding the mechanisms that drives her action.
Waves roll relentlessly upon the oceans of time, turmoil beneath the surface, a distraction
carrying within
its meandering currents, so much debris, propelling it, often in my direction
Offering up
explanations, facts, no excuses, just regrets, seems not to offer any
satisfaction
for this beautiful
Girl / Woman who has decided to give
up control and let her emotions flow.
having the
professionals guide a direction to the places she would like, needs and wants
to go.
Always pleasing,
looking for approval, being the best are no longer reactions she needs to show.
I am beginning to think
the ghosts are dissipating, becoming a faint vapor from the past, evaporating
from the bright light of understanding, accepting,
realizing that by letting go life will be more captivating.
The debris left
upon the beaches of her life will be washed away with the outgoing tides, will
be animating,
B. J. A. 2
November 9th, 2014
is alighting on
pristine, sandy beaches, to the rhythms of soft waves
eroding away all
the jagged edges of her earlier life’s adventures .
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